Just to pen this down for the end of May;

I'd tried to date.
But no, don't congratulate me, it had already failed.

I'd tried to commit, I'd tried to love, I'd tried to get over, but of course, almost all of them failed. 
And not forgetting, because he gave up and "took advantage" of my niceness, it failed even more. 

Dating younger men are just hopeless.