13 October 2014

Heads and Tails

I've never said this, but...
I'm really tired of showing two different faces, 
when at home, and when outside... 

Colleagues & friends say I'm outgoing, candid and honest.
But to closest, (perhaps) I'm just a selfish, reserved and emotionless lady.

I've been holding on, but...
I'm really tired of you leading me on, 
through your texts at different moments. 

People hope for a good ending between both of us, for we show chemistry.
But deep inside, enough, perhaps it has always been a one-sided story.
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Little Self-Reminder: 
"Remember that sadness does serve a purpose. It is perfectly natural to experience this emotion, but you should never let it dominate your thoughts day and night." 

No worries, this is just temporary; I know I'll be fine.

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