Blessings.

Goodbye 2018, Hello 2019.

I know I didn't blog much for the year before despite not working, but let me tell you. 2018 has been not-bad a year. Though my health didn't have much improvement, but I've felt how true happiness is like. And the true way of freedom is to LET GO. 

I've been getting back to my Christianity roots, reading religious books and referring to the Bible as and when I need to. While reading, I stumbled upon this song which really impacted me for being so relatable to what I need right now.

Blessings - Laura Story

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not our home
It's not our home

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise
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I wish all readers a
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2019! 

You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. - John 8:32 (NIV)