25 August 2019

On the Fence.

It has been two months since my last epileptic relapse, 
but it has also been two months since my last job. 

I know I'm supposed to be happy.
I've lived past eight/nine relapses in six months!

But I'm never easily contented in life.

I know well, that, if interviewers see my health condition, knowing that it is an inconsistent and unknown cause, it might jeopardise my chances on holding a job.

Maybe I should go back to studying, like I'd always wanted, but I start thinking,
How am I going to finance myself, and/or cope through it, while having this neurological condition of mine? 
Now this makes me unhappy once again.

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